flinging everything out to...

8th November 2005

flinging everything out to
misshapen angels
bobbing amongst silver
lines stretching dancing
loving it
just
simply
throwing everything back into
the sun shining on the waves
shining on me
hoping i am shining something back
as Bob Marley sings
willfully forcefully
fearlessly guilelessly
in my head as i turn
tiny baby smile on my lips but stretching forever inside
stepping sideways steps
away from the hungry surf
it wanting to take me
and me
just
simply
wanting to run with arms open right into that energy
and the noise
the white waves and the sand and the wind and Bob Marley
all spinning spinning
until i
just
simply
collapse
and now it's Van Morrison
filling a silent room
and i'm screaming suffocating
around empty wine glasses
filling with my knots
a twisted Twister game
just before
Coney Island
nowhere no-one to fling to but
this
and with an inch of forced headspace
encouraging blackness
Nightswimming
and all i want to do is
just
simply
dance with you